Kawaranai Kimochi

Okays. So~ I gotta start using this one more! So I plan to! -giggle-

OMG, new fun font! xD

First, I feel like venting. In Latin today, I got all upset. Mainly because Jon took my book and then was being…well, Jon about it. ^^” It was a little annoying. He stole the stickers off of it, which was really annoying. (Of course, it could have just been me being me…I’m crazy about books, especially library books.) When he finally gave it back, he’d ripped it! And that kinda set me off >.> Like I said, I’m crazy over library books. So then when he went to fix it with tape, he came back and practically jabbed me in the eye with the corner of it >.< It hurt! If I have a bruise there tomorrow, I’m gonna kill him >.> I’ve got enough going on right now without that adding on to it >.<

Like M…(That’s quite obviously a nickname. -giggles-) I’m kinda having my own little mind problems about him…-sigh- Like whether or not to tell Nana…Three people tell me I should, but I still dunno.

Sometimes being a teen girl sucks. It really does.

There’s so much snow outside…I’m not used to it. ^^” It’s gonna be a white Christmas though~ -starts singing and giggling- Hehe, just ignore that~ But seriously, I’m tired of all of it already. And especially after shoveling out the cars…it took an hour and a half to just shovel out one! Ugh! I don’t think I can take any more snow…Once I’m married? I’m gonna make M do all the shoveling and hard work. I’m not suited for it.

Besides that…>w< One more day till break! One more day of endless work and boring shit. Then I can FINALLY sleep in like I want (and kinda need). Ten work free days ^^ I’m loving the thought of it already >w< Squee!

This puppy’s done for nows xD See you peoples some other time!

Thanks to Baka for drawing that on my hand in Latin class! =w=

Kaddy's back, everyone...not that there are too many that actually care ^^" But since my last post, things have gone pretty okay...

The bad news:
♠ All Kaddy's favorite anime series' are ending. Pandora Hearts, 07 Ghost, Bakemonogatari...they're all ending. It's sad.
♠ Kaddy just tripped on the hose outside and fell, hurting her ankle...=w= And I've got gym first thing in the morning. Plus, after that, I have to carry all of this for pretty much the entire day:


Yeah, that. I have to carry that all day. And pretty much every day. =w= Plus, there's my big heavy school bag I have to carry...up and down stairs all day...

Anyways...

The good news: The fall anime season is starting soon! Which means new animes to watch! ^^ New Shugo Chara, and a whole bunch of other things that sounds good.


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Not much else going on at the moment, but hey, I wrote a poem! It was actually for my creative writing class, but it was inspired by the final episode of Shugo Chara. About the loneliness Hikaru felt but wouldn't express. Tell me what you think!

Sadness is a lonely child
Crying for attention
Hoping to be remembered
Seeking solace
His heart is empty
Devoid of emotion
As time goes on, the void grows wider.
He tries to fill it with petty collections
But to no avail.
The lonely child sits, tears in his eyes...
Waiting for someone to love him.

Well, to kick things off, let's tell you a bit about this place! This place is meant for my random little poems and sketches and pictures that don't quite fit into my other two blogs. I'm not very good with them, so don't be harsh if you wanna comment and such <3 Anyways, here goes the first two poems! I haven't written a poem in a while and I was surprised at how well they turned out. Here goes nothing!

No Hope

A lone sheep in a pack of wolves.
Nowhere to hide.
No one who can be trusted.
All alone.
They stare me down.
Their bloodthirsty eyes watch my every move.
Judging me.
They slowly circle, ready to attack.
Waiting for me to make a mistake.
If I do, they'll eat me alive.
And even if I don't the result will be the same.
They growl and snap at me.
I flinch.
They laugh.
The beasts close in on me now.
I'm trapped within their grasps.
What can I do?
Is there really no hope?


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Losing Everything

It's a scary feeling
Knowing that everything you've worked so hard to earn,
To achieve,
Could disappear in the blink of an eye.
Gone in under a minute.
After putting so much effort into something,
Losing it seems like the worst thing in the world.
Sure, you may have a back-up somewhere,
You could always start all over again.
But it just isn't the same.
The damage has already been done.
Was all that hard work really so pointless?
All for nothing?
It's such a scary feeling.


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Ah, that's it for now! ^^ See you all again sometimes!